Tuesday, September 2, 2025

The Elephant Who Forgot

 

 

                   By: Z. Corwin


          A thin swirl of smoke danced from the glowing tip of the cigarette.  No one else was smoking and the moment Nancy lit it, she knew it was wrong, so she hadn’t touched it again since placing it on the rim of the ashtray.  Now, several eyes around the conference table kept inconspicuously glancing at it, wondering when it would finally lose its balance and fall to the table.

 

          They had already taken her deposition and had slid the form in front of her to sign, but her thoughts were elsewhere.  She stared at it, mesmerized by the white spaces, sporadically interrupted by black paragraphs.  A voice broke the silence, prompting her, once again, to sign and date her statement.

 

          She wondered how many people actually went to jail for perjury.  She desperately wanted to tell them the truth.  She wanted to be free of this whole thing and be back home.    She wanted to bake some cookies and fill her house with warm aromas - but most of all, she wanted to forget everything that had happened over the past two months. 


          The cigarette fell to the table and began to roll, leaving ash and momentary sparks as it did.  She wanted it to roll over her statement, bursting it into flames but a hand quickly reached from behind her, stopping it and crushing it out in the ashtray.  Nancy looked back over her shoulder and saw it was Owen Phillips, the Assistant District Attorney.  He looked down at her.

 

“Is there a problem?” his voice noticeably agitated.


          Her thoughts were quickly lost in the scurry of traffic and although she saw her freeway exit pass, she wasn’t cognizant enough to respond.  She just kept driving forward, following the pick-up truck with an old refrigerator standing up in its bed.

 

          She wondered if it were still full of groceries.  She imagined the milk sloshing around within the carton, and the eggs rocking back and forth in their little egg tray.  Then she remembered the cookies.  She wanted so much to bake some cookies, but why.  She couldn’t remember why they seemed so important.  She only remembered sitting in the conference room, surrounded by those people and their questions, but thinking about the aroma of fresh, warm cookies.

 

          She wasn’t sure where she was.  Her gas gauge showed less than a quarter of a tank.  As she pulled off the freeway, she saw a Texaco station and a small truck-stop style restaurant.  She remembered the pick-up truck hauling the refrigerator had left the freeway several miles back, but she had just kept driving.

 

          Sipping her coffee, she sat at a window seat and tried to remember if she had signed the deposition.  Nothing was coming to her.  She couldn’t even recall what she had told them.  There was one cigarette left in her pack and as she reached for it, she remembered the lit cigarette rolling across the conference room table, and that no one else was smoking.  She glanced around the dinner and finally spotted the no smoking sign on the back of the cash register. 

 

          She turned back towards the window and watched someone in a John Deere baseball cap filling up their rig.  She wondered where they were headed.  She scanned the back doors of the 18-wheeler for a lock and didn’t see one.  Then she looked across the parking lot at her car sitting there.  Everyone knew what car she drove, and they’d be looking for it.  Looking back at the large truck she saw the driver walking towards the pay booth.  If she was ever going to make her move, now would be the time.  She started to stand up, but she felt a hand on her shoulder.  It firmly pushed her back down.  Startled, she looked and saw it was the hand of the Assistant District Attorney.

 

          “You need to sign your statement before you go.”

 

          Nancy blinked and shook her head slightly.  Had she been daydreaming this whole time?  What in the world was going on?  How long had she been just sitting there?  She reached for the pen and as she lifted it, she noticed Davis County Realty (477-3658) along the side. 

 

          She clicked it open and with her left hand, tilted the page in front of her so she could sign.  She heard someone mutter, “Finally” and scoot their chair back, away from the table.  Good, she thought, people are leaving, now we can get out of here.   Someone across from her asked,

“Are you all right?”

 

          Nancy looked up from the page and into their eyes.  They looked friendly and it instantly calmed her.  “None of this is true.” she muttered, laying the pen back down.

          Those in the room, who had started to rise, sat back down.  Owen Phillips walked back to the head of the table and looking at Nancy said, “Let’s start over, shall we?”

          Nancy placed her hand on her deposition and drew her fingers inward, crumpling the document.  “I can’t sign this.  This is what they told me to say but it isn’t what happened.”

 

          The uniformed officer who had been standing at the door - who had not said anything, spoke up; “What who told you to say?”

 

          Nancy looked up at him and then over to Owen Phillips.  “You don’t understand.  They were at the police station.  They could be in this room.”

 

          The person sitting across from her reached across the table and placed his hand over her hand.  “Do you have a lawyer you can call?”  But before she could respond, Owen snapped, “Porter!  Outside, now.” and the two of them stood up and left the conference room.

          Nancy could hear them arguing outside the door but couldn’t tell what they were saying.  She looked up at the uniformed officer and, in a weakened voice said, “Yes, I would like to call someone.” but the officer did not respond.  No one did.   The door opened and only the assistant DA came back in.  Nancy repeated her request.   “I want to call a lawyer.”

          Owen sat back down, gave the court recorder a nod, and then looked directly at Nancy, ignoring her request.  “Start from the beginning, and this time - the truth.”

 

         

         

 

         to be continued




 

 

 

 

 

 

         

 

              

 

 

         

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