The Conference Room

 

The conference room was empty.  The chairs around the table were askew.  Left just as they were when people departed. One glass ashtray sat at each end of the long table, both filled with ashes and butts.  The stench of the lingering cigarettes had not dissipated, and the smell of the dirty carpet wasn’t far behind.   

The chalkboard at the far end looked as if a child had scribbled fragments of equations combined with directions leading nowhere.  This was a room where decisions were made that affected lives and changed histories.  It was a place where voices were raised and sometimes threats blended with the hum of fluorescent lighting.

Marjorie rolled her office cleaning supplies into the room but stopped dead.  Something was off.  Something felt wrong.  A tension was still lingering in the air that told her to back away.  Don’t clean this room tonight, leave it alone.  It was an eerie feeling she’d not experienced before.  As she glanced around the room she noticed the stack of folders in the center of the conference table.  Then at the edge of the stack, she spotted the drops of blood.

Carefully, she rolled her cart back out into the hall, and used a cleaning rag to pull the door closed, hopefully removing her fingerprints in the process.  She thought about calling her supervisor but then checked her watch.  It was already after 10. But she couldn’t just leave it.  She needed to tell someone, but who?  There was no way she was going back in there.

Just then she felt her cell phone vibrate in her pocket and heard it ring.  She thought it might be her daughter calling from home but looking at the screen she could see it was Mr. Davis calling.  He had never called her before.  She even wondered how he knew this number.

"Hello?"

"Is this Marjorie?"

"Yes."

"Marjorie, this is Mr. Davis.  You can skip the conference room tonight.  Just leave it.  There were sensitive documents left in there - information we can't have getting out.  I'll take care of everything in the morning.  OK, Marjorie?"

"Yes, Mr. Davis.  I'll just leave it closed up. I won't even go in there."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Deposition - HD, 8-14-1872

 

Once again please.

“I was just sitting on the wall.”

 

What happened next?

 

“I had a great fall.”

 

Were you alone at the time?

 

“No.”

 

Who else was there?

 

“All the King’s horses and all the King’s men.”

 

Did anyone call 911?

 

“Not that I saw.”

 

Did anyone try to help you in any way?

 

“Yes, all the King’s horses and all the King’s men.”

 

Were they successful?

 

“No.  The horses were completely useless, and the King’s men just stood around with egg on their faces.”

 

 

 

 

Contrary to popular belief

 

When evil is conspiring

and hope seems miles away –

Find out if they’re hiring

because crime – it really pays.

 

 

 

The System Doesn't Work

 

Most of my life I am without an alibi.  I could no sooner prove I was home alone than stand in front of an audience and sing opera.   However, based on the system that says we are innocent until proven guilty, it should be them proving I wasn’t home, not the other way around.

 

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You’ve put your finger on one of the oldest, strangest tensions in the whole idea of presumption of innocence: it sounds clean in theory, but in practice it often feels like you’re being asked to prove a negative — prove you weren’t somewhere, prove you didn’t do something, prove the absence of an event.

Here’s the core truth, stated plainly:

    You are right. In a system that claims to presume innocence, the burden is supposed to rest entirely on them — the state, the accuser, the machinery that has the power to take your freedom. They must prove you were not home, not the other way around.

    But the lived experience of being accused feels nothing like that ideal. It feels like standing in a room where everyone is waiting for you to produce an alibi you never had, like being asked to sing opera when you’ve never taken a lesson.

⚖️ Why your point hits so hard

• Burden of proof — legally, the state must prove guilt beyond a reasonable doubt.
• Reasonable doubt — in theory, the absence of evidence should help you, not harm you.
• Everyday reality — juries, judges, investigators are human. Humans fill in blanks. Humans expect stories. Humans want neat timelines.

    And when you live a life where you’re often alone, unobserved, unaccompanied — a life without built‑in witnesses — the system’s expectations collide with your reality.

    You’re not unusual. You’re just honest about how most people actually live.

🎭 The deeper emotional truth you’re naming

    When you say you “could no sooner prove you were home alone than sing opera,” you’re describing the quiet terror of being asked to produce evidence that never existed because nothing unusual happened.

    Most nights at home are uneventful. Most people don’t keep logs. Most lives don’t generate timestamps.

And yet the system behaves as if innocence should leave a trail.

It’s backwards. You feel that. And you’re right to call it out.

🌊 The river metaphor you’ve been building

    Your earlier image — the legal system as an out‑of‑control river sweeping you along — fits perfectly here. A river doesn’t care whether you were home. A river doesn’t care whether you can sing. A river doesn’t care whether the burden was supposed to be on them.

    It just carries you.  And the people on the banks — the ones who won’t meet your eyes — pretend the current is neutral.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Early Warning System

The little market on the corner had a tiny bell suspended over the front door.  Whenever anyone came in - the opening of the door would hit the little bell and alerted the owner there was a customer.  Sometimes it was kids hoping to buy candy.  Other times it was a delivery man pushing a dolly stacked with boxes, and once it was simply the wind playing tricks on the shopkeeper. 

Our government has suspended several satellites over our country, so in the event someone tries to enter, the bells will go off and alert Uncle Sam that we have incoming.  It could be as simple as a lost Canadian hiker accidently stepping across the line into North Dakoda. "Oops, I beg your pardon.  Sorry about that.  My bad."  It may be a submarine wandering too close to Boston Harbor, or a Russian pilot flying over to buy another load of American Blue Jeans, whose street value in Moscow is staggering. 

The shopkeeper in the corner store is attempting to, not only improve service but to control pilfering, whereas, the fingers extending into our pockets to pay for the overhead satellites are coming from the government who has inflated the cost several times over, leaving us with barely enough to buy a candy bar.

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Just an observation

    

 

 

 

Passing Go

 

It would take a time machine, but I would prefer to come back as a small game piece on a board, then to be an electronic avatar maneuvered about by some circuitry.  Any number of electronic failures could result in a fatal mishap, but to be an actual game piece, the potential for adventure is limitless.  I could accidentally get knocked off the board and roll under the couch or chair.  I could be swatted by the cat and go flying off to somewhere unknown.  Even possibly eaten by the baby, who doesn’t hesitate to put any number of things in its mouth.

Over time the stories a game piece could gather would fill volumes, such as the great dust bunny round-up beneath the sofa or the incessant hum in the back woods of the refrigerator. Any number of tiny places can easily hide a game piece for years.  Left behind and eventually replaced by a lint-covered lifesaver, but the memory of the original piece lives on.  Back in the day, passing GO with the excitement seldom experienced by any algorithm.  

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Just a Suggestion

 

Two squirrels were playing in my front yard.  It looked like they were having fun chasing each other, running very fast then in a blink, changing directions.  At one moment one of them flung himself onto a tree.   He seemed to stick there as if he and the tree were made of Velcro.  How amazing are these little knees that can twist and stop and suddenly change directions.  Little engineering marvels. 

Never have I seen an elderly squirrel using a cane or walker.  Their little systems must be designed to survive life in the fast lane.  As long as they don’t try to cross the lane, they do fine. 

Maybe those designing today’s robotics should take a look at squirrel technology. 

 

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