This here Blog got left behind
It’s one I wrote for you to find
I see you’re here, so just unwind
and if you comment –
Please be kind.
☺☺☺☺
This here Blog got left behind
It’s one I wrote for you to find
I see you’re here, so just unwind
and if you comment –
Please be kind.
☺☺☺☺
Looking at
it when a stream of sunlight coming through the window struck it, somehow it made
it seem more important.
Occasionally
a friend would sit in it and the friend’s personality took over. The chair wasn’t even noticeable.
Only once
did a salesman sit in it. He had come to
the door selling timeshares. Not only
had I never before heard of a door-to-door timeshare salesman, but no matter
what he said, I didn’t believe a word of it.
Neither did the chair.
We had seen
it all, the chair and I. Now it was
being carted away. Secondhand store owners
were hauling it out of my front door, for no other reason than “She” didn’t like it. …said it didn’t fit in.
I could see
this was going to be an adjustment. Every
time I saw her, I’d think of that chair. I remember for a long time it was just the two of us. I knew I had to decide - did I like her more than I missed the
chair.
She left me
that following Spring for an old high school flame.
The first
time I saw the sunlight come in and hit the carpet where the chair once sat, I went to the junk drawer and
searched for the business card of the secondhand store, hoping I wasn’t too
late.
It’s either
long afterward
or just a short
time later
when I
realize what I should have said.
The significance
of the issue
corresponds proportionally
to the
time span
lapsed.
Somewhere
threads connect everything
to the length
of time it all remains
in your memory.
It should be noted that as we age those threads become frayed, broken and disconnected.
A pie upon the window ledge
Cake upon your plate
A bet that sure could use a hedge
Grandpa's running late,
Tuning forks go on the left
Spoons are on the right
Kettle drums to hold the soup
Candles that won't light,
Open windows for a breeze
Don't let it slam the door,
Bless you every time you sneeze
It's what we're thankful for.
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It was an 8
X 10 glossy, but in black and white. The
picture was of an old man’s hands. Worn
with labor and aged with frustration. Just
seeing them, one could see a lifetime of harshness. Now, however, at this moment, they were at
rest. Perhaps long overdue.
The
photograph emanated a momentary calmness that the hands had not previously enjoyed. These were factory hands, controlled by
timeclocks and lunch whistles, as were they construction hands, measuring,
calculating, erasing errors, questioning, straining to lift.
Once painful
cuts now show up as faded imperfections. Scars of long-ago slips and mishaps
no longer hidden beneath band aids blend into the landscape of old age. Perhaps now, a grandfather’s hands, holding a child's book, turning the pages of someone else’s adventure, in a world of youthful color.
In an effort to better understand why
animals play, I rolled a ball of yarn towards his nose. Sally immediately announced that it needed to
be a kitten and not an alligator, but an alligator was all I had to work with
at the time.
When nothing happened, I naturally
assumed the fault was in the yarn. It was
either the wrong color or I had not left enough of a trailing straggle of yarn
to simulate a tail. That, I was sure,
was important.
I had heard that crows play. I know they have the ability to recognize
people and remember events, but other than playing with another crow, could I
get one to play with me? This, of
course, would call for something other than yarn. That would be too much like nest building
material, even though I have never seen a crow with knitting needles, neither have I seen a person constructing a
cardigan using their mouth and feet.
This was turning out to be more
difficult than I had first thought.
The square below is a playground of dirt but the children
don’t care, they have known nothing else.
Their playing and arguing sound the same to me, I can never tell the
difference. Their Italian voices rise
with the dust and drift off across the courtyard, disappearing over the tile
rooftops. Soon the sun will be setting,
and mothers will be calling them home for dinner.
My Montepulciano is half empty. I fill my glass a bit and set the bottle back
down on my old wooden table. My
matchbook has once again slid out from beneath the table leg. A slight breeze moves the faded, lace
curtains that hang on each side of the window and I no longer hear the children
below. I am curious as to why they have
stopped playing but not curious enough to walk over and look down at the
courtyard. Am I lazy or too tipsy to trust myself to walk
from here to there?
My room is bland. The
only art on the walls is what was already here when I moved in. I don’t like it at all but have never changed
it. Perhaps I am lazy. For $510.00 a month you’d expect better
artwork. Still, there are no voices
coming from the courtyard. I must get up
and see what is going on. As I walk
towards the window I can see the apartment straight across. Two people are leaning out and looking
down. Something must have happened,
something not good I expect.
I can smell the aroma coming from a different apartment and
it’s making me hungry. Whatever it is
smells great. If only I knew of some way
to get myself invited. Suddenly, one of
the ladies across the way let out a scream, followed by a gasp from the other
person looking down. Before I made it to the open window, someone
was pounding on my door. I turned and walked that way to see why someone was knocking so frantically.
A heavyset man in a suit flashed his badge and as he entered my apartment, asked what I had been up to. I didn’t understand his question but then again, he didn’t wait for me to answer. He kept heading towards the window, then leaned out to look down at the courtyard below. I followed him but then noticed the matchbook on the floor next to the table leg.
As I stooped to pick it up, I tripped and lunged forward,
plowing into the man who was already leaning out. I couldn’t stop myself and the impact sent
him flying. As I heard him hit the
ground, the two women across the way looked up and straight at me.