It is my
inability to outrun my footprints that shall be my undoing. Never have I been able to get out of my own
way. The odd thing of course is that I
never see myself coming. I’m forever
surprised that I have not only left there but have gotten myself here.
Other
oddities are those things I tend to carry with me. Pocket change - whose value has fallen far
below its own weight, lint covered mints and a southern comb. (Not quite enough
teeth).
This
observation is not just a random or flickering thought but an in-depth
acknowledgement resulting form a study of footprints past. Tracking backwards towards my youth I find
the imprint of dress shoes, running shoes, tennis shoes, sneakers, sandals,
bare feet, and on two separate occasions – flippers. Missing are the indentations left from stilts
and Pogo sticks. Either insufficient
confidence or basic self-preservation caused their avoidance.
I will
admit to having gone several years without looking back. If I don’t see them – they’re not there.
Today,
however, I am followed by the prints of an old man. They seem slow and deliberate, though never
shuffling.
It’s
strange, but now I feel a familiar comfort in them. I find myself glancing back just to make
sure they’re still with me.
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